sleep with your head against the sky, tonight.

Ben Giovangelo, your smile is exuberant and in my heart forever. We are all aching for you right now and can find solace in nothing. We'll never know why you did this to yourself, or to your family. All we can do is hope that you are more content now than you were in life, and that eventually we all stop crying and start feeling like anything is worth it again.

My stage of grief: shock, disbelief, lack of worth, guilt.

4.10.1991 - 4.16.2009